50 days
and still counting on

I really wanted that moment to last.

I realised I have not posted a picture of me being in a full winter uniform,
here it is.

I think it looks more UNIFORM than summer uniform.
LOL

School was great today.
Economics we played games. Alphabet Forest.
LOL. MY GROUP WON xD.

Then PE was a LOL.
Pictures.




Lisa getting tied up d=



Sophie


I forgot his name. But he's always the outstandingnoisy one in Blake d=


& as some of my friends know, I planned a surprise for him.
It's not any special day. But I just thought of surprising him..

The love birds helped me alot (Tommy and Venesse).
I rushed to his school after school ended.
Met up with his friends and walked to their gym.
There he was. His friends covered his eyes and when he opened,
I was standing there... Well, not really cause Leanne Saw came hugging me d=

They are great people =)
From left: Elwin, Tommy, Venesse, Jordan *Mr White guy*, Mark, me and Leanne Ma


The girls.
Leanne Ma, me and Venesse


The boys.
Elwin, Tommy, Jordan and Mark


The love birds d=


"YOU'RE SO MARK"
this guy got me chasing him half the field =.=
nahh.. maybe 1/4 the field d=




Tommy doing some push-ups


Cee Cee and Leanne Saw
They sneaked out of the gym d=


Their school is nice.
Girls dont have to tie their hair up.
Boys dont have to tuck in their blouse.

Oh, btw, my school's CABARET went on newspaper d=
FRONT PAGE xD.


MONDAY IS HOLIDAY =DDD

Muna, I read your blog and I miss you more.
Call me whenever you can alright?
I know you know I know how much you miss me xD.


I would like to thank a few people.
Venesse, Tommy, Bryan Goh (aiya. no need to be so surprise tat u're in this dedication xD. ) and DARLING STEPHANIE TANG XIN YI. you know what you guys did.
=)

TAGS REPLY:-

Kah Ee.: I see you? xD.
Fion: am fine =)
kyan: lol.
Chiahui: ur msn is like u. something wrong. xD. i miss u too =(
Kenneth: nope. cuz i almost died of freezing xD.
Alicia: LOL. he was so short... i cant imagine him being tall now xD.
sugarbii: LOL. fuiyohhh. self praising xD.
Phil: yeah la. cuz one of them is u =.=

*CLICK TO ENLARGE*
Read the words underlined in RED


I dare not believe these words are true.
Cuz if it is, I am bloody speechless.
& no, the reason am posting this has nothing to do with the person who wrote it (Darren Wong).
I just think these words affected me a little.

I have no idea why,
but Fa Ru Xue (or however it is spelled) keeps playing in my mind.
Even tho I dun really like Jay Chou =.=

Thursday night. 7.30pm-10pm.
I went to....



YES! My school's Cabaret.
$15 per ticket.

Cabaret is something like those olden days hot dances plus music.

It's something like this. I googled this picture d=


I went with Fattma =)


This picture was taken from my school's website
www.bdsc.school.nz


This too


They didn't allow flash photography, so my pictures aren't clear.

The opening, our school's headboy.
Headboy is like ketua pengawas.
HE IS REALLY GOOD.
He got us entertained =D



I loved the opening.
It was so good.
They sang french and german language songs.
I like the intruements played by the students too.


And our headboy changed into something LOL.






Akshay from my Biology and Physics/Chemistry class.
HE IS HILARIOUS!
Too bad I didnt snap a picture of him wearing dress d=
Yes, he wore a dress. LOL




We had a break in the middle of the show.

A poster outside the mini cafeteria


The place where the music come from.
The players went for break too.

It was 4degree outside when I was at the cabaret.FREEZE!a cup of wine brings me to sleep.one night without heartache.
--

I was doing something,
and I thought of her.
Nah. I actually thought of what she told me.
Last time when I used to rant to her about stuff.
Telling her all my craps and asking her what should I do.
And she'll go "Do what your heart tells you."
and I was like "wtf."
How I wish I could hear that from her now.

MISS STEPHANIE TANG XIN YI.
me + her = rasuah bagus (bribery is good) d=


MUNA! When you're reading this, GO REPLY MY MAIL LAH!~
1 week without your mail is killing the heck out of me.

I forgot where I heard this from, but it says
GUYS HAVE PMS TOO!
hahahaha

tags reply:-

Fion: eh woman. go study hard la xD.
Sarah: I tot it was going to be cold. but it turned out really hot.
CheryL: hello.
Alicia: awwwwww.. say hi to him for me xD.
Kenneth: hahahah. trust me, u'll change ur mind after u visit NZ.
ivy: i'll go see =DDD
sugarbii: my hair isnt long. i used to have short hair xD. round last 2 years. lol.
trisha: yeah. it is =)
Leanne: hahahaha. it's my skills xD.

16th May. Highland Park.
POOL!!!

Lilo aka Leanne Saw, Joanna, Ceecee, Robin, Mark, Tommy, Elwin, Jason, me and some year 13

It was hot yesterday and i THOUGHT it would be cold like the past few days.
So yeah, i wore all black (absorbs heat) and covered.
I felt like a dumbass wearing like that while the sun is shining BIG above us =.=

I'll just let the pictures do the talking =)

Leanne


Ceecee


I'll never get to shoot like that.
Joanna is pro.


Me.


Mark. Even looking at his picture, i feel like pinching him d=


Elwin


Tommy


Bart SIMPSON.
well, that's wat he told me xD.
Bart from the Simpsons.
I know the trick to make him miss his shot.
IT'S EASY xD.


half-headed Jason =.=
he was moving. not my camera skills okay xD.


PEEK-A-BOO


Ceecee and Leanne


Jason


NGEKS xD.


Robin and Leanne.
They are really sweet xD.


after the first round of pool, we (me, Joanna and Ceecee) went to the oriental market next door to grab a drink.
COKE IS GOOD FOR YOU!
Sprite is like water and sugar!

Me (diet coke), Joanna (original coke), Ceecee (ZERO coke)
Our looks have show how much we enjoyed our HEALTHY coke xD.
Oh and I realised, 3 of us were wearing boots too =)


Then we went to a playground near by.
It was fun. RUNNING around.
Note to self: never wear heels in playground. Heels hurt. But i like xD. Cause am short =D

Joanna and Leanne with Jason at the back.


Leanne Batman is flying


YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND RIGHT ROUND
(The thing they're sitting on SPINS)
Look at this overgrown child.
hahah. Jason Jason.




Mark.


I think they need a reminder of how old are they.
LOL.
Jason and Elwin.


Ceecee and Jason


Look at Ceecee. SHE'S HOT =DDDDD
aiyah. am straight okayyyy? xD.


Jason


Standing on this thing reminds me of what i used to do back in KL.


Arm wrestle.
Jason and Tommy


We went back to pool.
SECOND ROUND =D

The girls.
Me, Ceecee, Joanna and Leanne.


Mark.. awwww.... *PINCH PINCH*


The girls again.
Me, Joanna, Leanne and Ceecee.
with 2 HUMAN BACKGROUND! xD.


Robin and Leanne. and 1/2 of Ceecee.


I told you they are sweet xD.


Bart Simpson. LOL


Group picture.
Figure whose who yourself =D
Tommy is blocked by Mark LOL!


Leanne, Joanna, Ceecee and me =)
They are so huggable and lovable xD.


While waiting for my parents, we had nothing to do and this came up.

Tying Ceecee



Bart. He even formed a new dance with his hands tied up.
LOL








Robin



Eh. Look at the girlfriend standing behind without helping xD.



Leanne complaining how hungry she is.


Ceecee and Leanne. Still complaining xD.


awwwwww. So GAY!!! xD.

Silence is a noise so loud that it pierced my ear.
I turned my earphone on so loud but silence still can be heard.
Went to bed with the urge to burst my head.
Thinking that if I sleep through the night, everything will be okay in the morning.
But when I opened my eyes, it was still there.
The silence, the urge.
I worry too much.
Afraid about everything.
Fear that everything will go wrong.
I'm just insecure.
or maybe PMS is hitting me again. =.=

Ending this post with his smile =)


Tags reply:-

kit yann: I will.
bebeWAWA: ahaha. yeah la.. xD. thank you =D
Sarah: thank you =)
Sam: thank you =DD
Leanne: hoi. u and Robin are way cuter okay xD.
Phil: yeah laaa xD.
Muna ♥: 7 more months. i cant wait laaaaaaaaa. i miss u so much =( reply my mail =D
ivy: awww. baby, i love u too xD.
Fion: apasal? xD.
chiahui: hahah. jealous for wat? where's someone someone? xD. or the underwear model? xD. thank you my love.
passby: am in New Zealand now. migrated here from malaysia =)
larissa: nahh. they're really cute. and yes, i hang out with them alot =D
nini: ahaha. thank you =)
kyan: yeah. winter is coming tho.
KYi: I've got lots to tell u too. when online laaa?
trisha: she told me she replied already =)
CYNTH: LOL. no white man la.. all tak tau them wan. u wan u come urself and introduce urself la xD.
sugarbii: yeah. it is fun xD.
VaNeSSa: yeah =)
Sarah: hahah. u dun have to.
Kenneth: lol. u like cold dont u? xD.
Alicia: awwwww.. how is he? lol. i bet he's really TALL now.

This post is created on the 10th of May and published on the 11th of May (:

One month; 30 days to be exact.
& you still take my breath away.
It was unexpected & unpredictable.
I always thought when 2 friends get together,
the chemistry between them will change.
Not everything can be told.
Not every topic can be talked about.
But I realise we're different.
We still talk about everything or better, we talk about more things.
I expected you not to make me laugh or smile
like you used to when we were just friends.
But you still do. & that really surprised me =)
Even looking behind the screen, looking at your words, I could burst out laughing.
When we're face to face, it's even better xD.
Your accent and mixed up slang(which I didn't realise am learning from you) makes me smile.
He was the one that gave me a whole lots of courage to tell my mum (:
This one month is great.
& I know there's still more ahead.

JASON SAW MY MAN xD


teenage love

eLoDiE

24th April - Auckland Town
Jason + Leanne + Sam
= The Saws

PICTURES

We went to this arcade thing.

Look at Sam with his serious look =D


Then we went for



YUP YUP =D POOL!!

Leanne =)


Sam =)


And Jason my man =DDDD LOL


We took a train back

Leanne and Sam
I SEE ALOT OF PURPLE! =D


While waiting for Auntie Alice to pick us up.

Me, myself and I =)


Sam and Jason. Doing something in Sam's phone I think?


Leanneeeee =)


Auntie Alice fetched us to Pakuranga College (Leanne and Jason's school)..
While Leanne was playing frisbee, Jason brought me and Sam around the school.
I quite like that school.
It's HUGE.

Then we walked back to their house.
Had dinner there.
The steamboat was delicious =)

Look at the twins ;)
Leanne and Jason..
awwwwwww


Sam and Jason playing with their Wii.
Sam: this is a "Wii". "Wii" you see. "Wii".
me: I know laahhh xD


I was going through some of their photo albums.
And see what I found.
Larissa and Ivan.
I know it's freaking blur.
It was dark and blame my phone for it's poor quality =D


Sometimes telling mum isn't that bad after all =D
I love you mummy =DD


Tags reply:-

Sam: HAHAHA. life isn't fair. come here if u want xD
Kenneth: because Msia is near khatulistiwa. learn geo or not? xD
suefen: okay. will link u asap. =)
Karyan: yeah yeah. trueeeee. it's way nicer here. Msia's one all spoiled =.= yeaahhh, he has a gf ady. ROFL!
chiahui: hahah. mana ada. still short u noe...
Fion: awww. you're mine too =D
KYi: am fine. i've got lots to tell u. ONLINE LAAAA
eric: NO. i think Mark looks better.
Sarah: i tried clicking it. can't =(
bebeWAWA: awwwwww... are u okay now?